#FatGirlsStory -- Where did I leave off?
So, I haven't been updating y'all on my story because 1) I've been busy 2) I've been sucking at diet and exercising 3) I don't like to keep telling everyone I'm failing.
Here's what been happening. Last weigh in I was 283. Last week when I weighed in I'm now 292. Let me tell you the tears I've cried seeing that number on the scale.
I hate it thinking I'm so close to 300 lbs. I know it's my own fault and I can't seem to shoving food into my mouth. I eat when happy, sad, glad, mad, and every single moment in between.
I know that I need to do something about and sitting around belly-aching about it a HUGE drag.
Today, I took some type to get some recipes from Pinterest and I have some small bowls to keep back my portions in control. I have NO...I mean NO Junk Food in this house.
I'm done being fat. I'm done with looking in the mirror and not liking what I'm seeing. I don't like it one single bit!
Time for a final change.
I have made a small goal and I'm going to keep it. I have a BIG convention in November in Huntington, WV called Rebels and Readers.
I weighed myself this morning and I'm still 292 so in 109 days I want to be 250 lbs. That's 42 lbs in 109 days.
I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it.